Something horrible happened a long time ago and I need help making sense of it. The aim is not to produce something to be published but to create a coherent narrative of events. We'd schedule regular meetings in public at quiet coffee shops or diners and just chat for a few hours. It'd be your job to make sense of what happened. You'd need to sign a non disclosure agreement promising not to divulge any of what I might tell without my express permission. You'd need to be in the Pacific Northwest to allow for regular meetings.